And so the week ends sitting at Joy's house by myself eating chicken curry (without corriander and extra spicy). Rather alone, rather pathetic.
That being said I did spend most of the day with friends. We drove about an hour to get to the "beach", not a real beach, but more a tiny plot of sand. But I had fun, it was a lovely day. I felt slightly out of place, though. I only was invited when I was griping about having been cancelled on and therefore having no one to spend the day with. So I feel like I was invited out of sympathy, a charity case. I know it's not true. But at quarter to one in the morning and at the end of a rather horrible week, everything seems depressing.
So let's look at the positives, shall we? I've been accepted to UBC. The sun was shining today. I got to sit in the grass of my garden. I made Vicki happy by bringing her cookies and a card (she's in the final stages of finishing her degree and is working more or less nonstop). I had a cup of tea that I liked today. I had curry for dinner. I'm going backpacking through Italy and Greece in less than a month. I'm not as alone as I feel.
There are always upsides. Always, always, always. And to every single person that is reading this, I love you.
posted by Lisa @ 4:37 PM
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