You feel used, to realize that he wasn't kissing you because he cared about you, it was because he wanted some action.
You feel hurt, to realize that he doesn't care about you, he cares about her.
You feel dirty, because you made out with someone's boyfriend.
You feel angry with both him and youself; him because he was dishonest, and yourself because you should have held youself to a higher standard and not have let him kiss you at all.
You feel betrayed, because you thought he was a better man than this.
But even with all those emotions, you feel relieved - you didn't sleep with him. And you feel proud of youself, because it was extremely hard to resist. And if you hadn't, you'd be feeling even worse than you do right now.
But how do you cope, knowing that someone whom you once considered your closest friend is a liar?
posted by Lisa @ 1:58 AM
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