I go through so many different emotions on any given day. I go from extremely upset to carefree and happy. From loving being single to being intensely lonely. From wide awake one second to mellow and exhausted the next.
No, this isn't PMS. This is stress.
The housing situation is taking a toll on me. In addition, school is starting in a little more than a week and I don't feel prepared. Mom is away visiting dad, my housemate has been out a lot, my sister's in another province. I feel like I've got a lot to deal with, and no one to help.
So I try not to think about it all. When someone asks me about how I'm doing, I shrug it off. I think about all this stuff when I'm alone, so why would I want to when I'm with others?
I know I have to deal with everything that's going on, I just don't know how. This isn't a situation I have a huge amount of control over. I think that when I find a place to live it'll be easier.
I guess I just have to take it one issue at a time. And in the meantime, go dancing.
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