Friday, September 29, 2006

I shouldn't be allowed on the computer at night. I just end up wasting time reading old blog posts, or spending time on the Colplay message boards. And you know what doesn't happen? Me going to bed.

I'm going now.

Reading some of my old posts reminds me of how much I've gone through within the past little while. I went back to Stanley and I must say that it's remarkable how much I've changed. It wasn't too long ago that every post had something relating to Doug in it.

It's interesting how people come and go in our lives. At one point one person can mean everything to you, and then the next they're just a memory. The person that used to be your world is now of no more importance than anyone else. Before you know it your special person is miles away from you and you're looking back at them in the distance, saying 'how did that happen?'.

It's funny how things change. Regrettable, even. But sometimes there's nothing you can do. You can hold on to them with everything you've got, but if they're running in the opposite direction - well, it just won't make a difference.

Since when did change mean giving something, or someone, up?

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