I hate not being able to do anything. I like to confront problems head on and fix them. If it's a person, I talk to them about it. If it's a technique I'm having trouble with, I work on it until it's improved. There's something I can do in almost every situation.
For the first time in what seems like years I find myself completely powerless to help anything. There's no real problems in the sense of a conflict, so there's nothing to fix - and therefore nothing I can do. All I can do is wait. So for the time being I am completely powerless. And I wouldn't mind as much if the cards were falling in my favour.
I see everything spiralling downward, and there's nothing I can do to stop it.
I feel lonely. Lonely and very, very sad.
Where is everyone?
posted by Lisa @ 11:54 PM
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