Life throws you curveballs.
Just when I thought I had some idea of how my life would be for the next little while, suddenly it's all changing. I didn't ask for changes; they've ambushed me.
Some of them are self induced. Within the past few days I've come to realize that I've got to change a few things, for the greater good of all. More details to come.
I feel like I'm on the edge of this huge cliff, about to jump off. It's scary but, at the same time, exciting. I feel like big things are in the works. And I can't even fathom how different life will be just a few years from now.
A part of me longs for monotomy. Just a few months of things being the same would be great, so that I can at least partly believe that I have some control over what's happening in my life.
But that isn't God's way. He waits till you think you've got things figured out and then all the sudden you find out that nothing is the way that you percieved it the first time around. But I have to believe that he's got my best interests in mind.
If you need me, I'll be in Mexico with Mr. Eirikson.
posted by Lisa @ 2:07 AM
Post a Comment
<< Home